Depressed after bad rhinoplasty results, please help?

I had an okay nose, but it was a little bumpy and kinda crooked, and i wanted it to be smoother, so like an IDIOT, i got a nose job, hoping my surgeon could refine the flaws. Well he didnt do anything i asked him to do, and instead scooped out a large part of my right bridge, now i look and feel awful, and i cant look at my nose or feel confident anymore (my nose is now noticeably asymmetrical). also the surgery gave me bad acne which ive never had before. I know I brought this upon MYSELF, but what can i do to feel better? im really afraid of getting a revision, for fear of looking even worse. huge waste of my time and money ($7,200!!!) im not trying to be all boo hoo, but im really upset.