In high school i got teased a ton. now i just want to die? (long but plz read)?

so i read through your question and i kinda thought it was a joke. it seemed absolutely ridiculous that that stuff happened to you in high school. and i dont understand how something that happened two years ago could be bugging you so much today. youre in college now so havent you met some new ppl? do you still see the same ppl from high school? the past is the past. ppl are really immature in high school and the older you get the more you realize it. you just gotta learn from the mistakes of the past and move on. and as for that whole thing about you feeling so ugly...that has got to be the stupidest thing i have ever heard. i looked at your other questions and saw your pictures of what you look like. "i look like a hunch back...poor me...blah, blah, blah..." Are you fcuking kidding me??? like you could p for a model. You are being so ridiculous and dumb that its pissing me off. If any of this stuff your saying is true then the reason ppl say all that crap about you being ugly is cuz they are jealous (a lot of ppl say this but in ur situation it is 100% true). there is absolutely no reason you should be feeling this way. Like if this is a serious problem (and judging by all ur other numerous posts about how ugly you are) you need to get the help of a counselor to help you sort out these negative feelings you are having that are completely unwarranted. If you are just fishing for compliments than shame on you and find something better to do with ur time.